xiangying!’s Neighborhood

Oh no you can't. I'm strong, hell yeah I am. I've gone through worse and this is nothing, I tell you.

TWO MORE DAYS.

Maybe there's a candid camera hiding somewhere, and I'm just waiting... for whatever that might happen, to happen.

i got many things to say really.

but i lazy hahaha

it's quite amazing how so many things can run concurrently in my life right before one of the biggest days of my life hmm.

and i'm really scared, to the extent i'm scared for it more than 'A's.

HEEEEEEEELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP.

peirong is a stubborn girl hahaha. maybe sometimes too stubborn for her own good. but i want nobody, nobody but you((:

alright BIG 'A's COMING :D

A A A A A they are my friends.

♥

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I'd never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
'til you open the door
And there's so much more
I've never seen it before
I was tryin to fly
But i couldnt find wings
But you came along and you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like i'm fallin' and i am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier

I've watched from a distance as you
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And i wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that i couldn't see
You opened my eyes
And you made me believe

Baby you showed me what livin' is for
I don't wanna hide anymore
Ohh ohh

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mp4 shuffled it! ((: and i liked it again hahaha. i think i like songs that i stop listening to for some time lol

MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG

all you need is to tell yourself that: "everything is gonna be okay" and it turns out to be okay for a while but the true hard reality likes to smack itself in the most inconspicuous places that hurt the most and sometimes you need to say: "tomorrow will be a better day" and you let yourself moan and groan and scream and cry and yell and shout your heart out and you go to sleep thinking for sure that the next day will definitely be better than today but really can't we just see the goodness in everything and stop thinking about the bad but if we just stop thinking about the bad and be good and do good and listen good and think good and just be all-roundedly good when we end up getting hurt isn't it all for the worse so why don't we all just shut ourselves in and be hermit crabs seriously it's one man for himself and that way nobody gets hurt because nobody knows anybody anyway so life's just great and you don't have to spend time thinking about what's in life out there (hahahaha see the irony I am so smart) because everyone is being a hermit crab and a hermit crab's shell is so small there's only so many things you can do and so everyone does the same little things-

so why do we all want attention why do we scream for happiness why can't we be content with being ourselves why do we subject ourselves to social scrutiny be it in the academic sense or the cool-clique sense or whatever else why can't I be me why are we hypocrites why am I saying what I'm not going to do why am I thinking changes that cannot happen why is the world so flawed why am I so flawed why are there so many imperfections in this world why is there even such a word why can't the world be born a beautiful place why is the world disintegrating why am I disintegrating why can't I just be myself why can't I just be myself why can't I just be myself why can't I just be my own self really-

why don't you tell me

there is so much pain in this little frame it's like the pressure bubble is going to burst then it will really be cloudy with a chance of meatballs just not really meatballs more like meat pieces human meat pieces pieces that are bloodied and painful and hanging off bare skin she tries to smile through all this a smile is all she needs now but now it seems even impossible to smile cos this is so much to bear too much to bear she will have to end it here:

joo chiat road/toa payoh/thomson road/tanjong rhu/shenton way/scotts road/orchard road/sentosa cove if you have please trade with me kthxbye 

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"All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them."

Walt Disney

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hahaha, okay now i'm quotes hopping instead uh. but this time a little bit more justified haha.

anw this is damn cute :D

"Aerodynamically, the bumble bee shouldn't be able to fly, but the bumble bee doesn't know it so it goes on flying anyway."  - Mary Kay Ash

:DDD

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sooooooooooooo cute right! okay signs of peirong photo hopping but uhhh, hai no excuse... but who mugs 24/7? (:

anw read this off somewhere...

" We are not the same persons this year as last; nor are those we love. It is a happy chance if we, changing, continue to love a changed person."

and now i'm starting to feel really mean to my friends :X hai, shall catch up after a's((:

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head knowledge vs heart knowledge; it's retarded how logic seldom flows in sync with instincts, isnt it?

like for e.g. how you feel it's not going to be alright when it shud...I NEED CONFIDENCE FOR A'S.

and i'm not going to get Cs unlike the title for 'A's i swear.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

haha madness

“I’ve been making up a list of things they don’t teach you at school. They don’t teach you how to love somebody. They don’t teach you how to be famous. They don’t teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don’t teach you how to walk away from someone you don’t love any longer. they don’t teach you how to know what’s going on on someone else’s mind. They don’t teach you what to say to someone who’s dying. They don’t teach you anything worth knowing.” Neil Gaiman.

sounds like uhh, robert kennedy and his quote on SOL lol

by Hermann Hesse

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this sounds like somebody hahahahaha. yeah, withdrawal symptoms not good in concentration camp. but anw suit the title on top hahahahaha xD

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while this is REALLY REALLY REALLY CUTE. though i have no idea what it is...i mean other than it being many hello kitties on a plate...

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something that BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMZZZZZZ is A LEVELS!

EVERYBODY PLEASE SAVE THE EARTH.

I Hate this weather. Seriously, what is WRONG with them???????????? It's kinda hard to save the Earth when you need to turn down your air-con by such a great multitude only to get a weeeeeeeny bit cooler.

Today, I saw my older brother for the first time in almost five years. Very shocked by his long hair, I asked him if he wanted me to cut it. He freaked out and said that he only needed to grow two more inches before he can have a wig made for his wife of almost 10 years, who’s hair was beginning to fall out because of her cancer. His love GMH.